| Labels From the moment of our birth, we are given labels to describe who we are, what we are and to whom we belong. As we grow into adolescence, even more labels are ascribed. Once into adulthood, we discover that the labels we were given have little to do with who we truly are and more to do with what we have or have not accomplished in life. I may be an Idealist, an Archer, born in the year of the Goat. I may be a Woman, a Child, a Poet, a Cynic, a Dreamer, but these are just more labels and don't tell you who I am. If you were hoping that in this small spattering of words you would come to know the authentic me, you will not. What I write on these pages that float across the miles and miles of Cyberspace, weaving in and out of the millions of unsolicited messages on the WEB are just thoughts, wishes, dreams, nightmares. Visions of things past and the hope of things to come. They are my visits to the Edge, and back. I'll leave the labeling to you. |
| I hate the world today You're so good to me I know but I can't change Tried to tell you But you look at me like maybe I'm an angel underneath Innocent and sweet Yesterday I cried Must have been relieved to see The softer side I can understand how you'd be so confused I don't envy you I'm a little bit of everything All rolled into one Chorus: I'm a bitch, I'm a lover I'm a child, I'm a mother I'm a sinner, I'm a saint I do not feel ashamed I'm your hell, I'm your dream I'm nothing in between You know you wouldn't want it any other way So take me as I am This may mean You'll have to be a stronger man Rest assured that When I start to make you nervous And I'm going to extremes Tomorrow I will change And today won't mean a thing Chorus Just when you think, you got me figured out The season's already changing I think it's cool, you do what you do And don't try to save me Chorus I'm a bitch, I'm a tease I'm a goddess on my knees When you hurt, when you suffer I'm your angel undercover I've been numb, I'm revived Can't say I'm not alive You know I wouldn't want it any other way |
| "Bitch" by Meredith Brooks from the CD "blurring the edge" |
| (bitch is just another label) |